Peace 1

How i just  sit at seaside after sunset just to sight the seashells, palm trees, sandy land, i feel the breeze blow so slowly , me taking a very deep breath and my sprit man trying to be lifted once more.... 
While i feel the sound of the oceans keeps speaking to me passing a message of peace and Joy... 
Am broken inside and this just makes me speak out my thoughts the reasonable ones ,the stupid ones even the ones i never thought of without anyone asking me if i was normal or okay...
I don't know but i feel this life is more spritual than i thought i could feel nature talk to me which made me cry out so loud still at the seaside.... 
But hey i tried moving closer to the water side to hear clearly if i was actually not dreaming not for the voice to keep fading as i move closer and its keep on saying peace like a river... I have never felt this form of joy before i never wanted that voice to leave because it was more so comforting... I have never felt so happy and lifted!
But since the voice began to fade i was scared that i would feel this lifted anymore but something keeps telling me the presence of nature are actually with me...
But wait is this the spirit the religious people talk about or is it me just having a very weird day ? 

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